helpless

I enjoy all kinds of sex, and I love variety and experimentation, trying out all kinds of different things - for me pretty much anything goes, so long as it feels good for both of us.

However, when it comes to fantasising, when I'm masturbating and thinking of something I know will make me come, I often find myself returning to the idea of fucking you deliciously from behind. It's becoming quite a specific fantasy these days, crystallised in my mind from writing entries in this blog, from reading comments left for me, from delightful cybersex I've enjoyed. It goes pretty much like this (and if you're at all familiar with my blog, you'll have read variations of this scenario from time to time, as I do love to think about it)...

You're wanting to be submissive for a change. Most of the time I prefer you to be as greedy and lustful and full of ideas as me, but when you're like this, and you just want to be taken, imagining that it's against your will, wanting me to be a little playfully rough with you, I can't resist - I love it when you're like this, when you want me to just fuck you, hard, any way I please. And you surrender control to me.

You know I still want you to be dressed - a tight, form-fitting top that shows off a little of your tummy; a bra underneath; a short skirt; small white panties, bare legs; maybe some sexy boots. As I come into the room, you smile at me, and without me asking you, you bend over the back of the sofa, displaying your bum to me, your bottom still covered by the short skirt. As I move closer to you, you slip your arms behind your back, crossing them at the wrist. I slip a silk scarf out of my trouser pocket, and wrap it around your wrists, tightly, tying a firm knot. You can feel the pressure of the silk on your wrists - it's tight enough that you wouldn't be able to free yourself, even if you wanted to. Bent over the sofa like this, your wrists tied tightly, you know you're on display to me, and you know you're helpless.

I could fuck you like this - and sometimes I do - seeing you like this arouses me so much, it's difficult to resist sliding my erection deep inside you, fucking you hard just like this, over the back of the sofa. Tonight though, I want more. Right now I just want to touch you, feeling my cock growing hard in my pants as I slide my hand up your back, taking hold of your top, tugging it up your body, my fingers stroking as I slide up, caressing your back, pulling your top all the way up, over your breasts, until it's bunched up under your arms. I move closer then, pressing myself against your bum, leaning over you, sliding my hands underneath you to cup your breasts through your bra, squeezing, caressing, stroking gently, feeling your nipples harden through the material.

You're wriggling against me now, trying to push yourself back against me, knowing I'll be erect, but I pull away slowly, watching you wriggling, wanting me, needing me, so turned on by that, and I tug your short skirt up to your waist, looking down at your small knickers, sliding my fingers up the inside of your thigh, until I reach the crotch of your panties. They're already damp - I need to touch you - I tug the knickers to one side, my fingers finding your cunt, and you're so wet, so deliciously wet- I slide my fingers between the swollen lips of your cunt, drifting between them, parting them, getting my fingers wet, spreading that wetness to your clit, stroking rhythmically, round and round, hearing you gasp, a little shudder rippling through you, and I can't resist - I slide my fingers into your cunt, and you gasp again, a small flood of your wetness dribbling from your cunt, down my hand, as I slide my fingers deep inside you...

It's clear you can't take much of this - you need to come, and I'm so turned on now - your wrists still tied, I pull you up from the back of the sofa, and lead you to the bed, pushing you quite roughly onto your hands and knees - you can hear me undressing, pulling off my shirt, tugging down my trousers and pants, leaving me naked, but you know you're not to look - you wait on the bed for agonising seconds, on your knees, your wrists still tied behind your back, your head laid on the bed, your bottom still presented to me, wanting to be taken, hard.

I slide onto the bed behind you, naked now, unclipping your bra strap and pushing your bra up from your breasts, my hands cupping them again, stroking your naked breasts, caressing your erect nipples, pressed against you from behind - and you can feel my hot, hard erection pressing against your skirt, rubbing against you.

You beg me to fuck you, to make you come, and once again I can't resist - I tug up your skirt again, this time pulling your wet knickers down your thighs, tugging them off. I move close behind you - you can feel my hard cock sliding between your bare buttocks now, moving against you, my hands back at your breasts, stroking, squeezing, caressing - and I'm so turned on now, and i need to fuck you - I slide the head of my swollen cock down to your wet slit, and I push, slowly, inch by inch, inside your dripping wet cunt, sliding my hard cock deep inside you, until you feel me filling you, all the way inside you, your cunt squeezing and caressing my erection, your wetness dripping down the length of my cock.

And i start to fuck you, long and hard, thrusting harder, deeper, and with each thrust you slam yourself back onto my throbbing erection, feeling my cock thrusting harder, harder, your cunt splashing around my cock with each long thrust, your wetness dripping from your sex, onto the bed, my belly slapping against your bare bum with each thrust of my cock inside you, my hand pushing your head down onto the bed, holding you there, not letting you move.

I can't take much of this - and neither can you - I feel you start to come, your body trembling, starting to convulse - it's going to trigger my own orgasm - I grab a handful of your hair, tugging your head back hard, leaning over you to kiss you on the lips, my tongue sliding deep into your mouth, and as I kiss you, sensually, urgently, you can't hold it back any longer - you push back hard onto my thrusting cock, shuddering frantically, your wetness streaming down my cock as you start to come, so hard, crying out with intense pleasure, your wet cunt engulfing my cock - and as you come, I do too, groaning intensely, my cock swelling, throbbing, pulsing so hard - my spunk suddenly spurting deep into your cunt, spurt after spurt of hot cum, flooding deep inside you, filling you, again and again as we come together, our bodies locked in orgasm, so intense, so intimate, so delicious...

And as our orgasms subside, you know I want more...