audio orgasm 1 - Schatzie

Something a little different today that I'm certain you'll enjoy...

In my previous post I wondered aloud whether any of you would be brave enough to record an audio for me, in which you'd be masturbating to delightful orgasm, with the results posted here on the site for everyone here to enjoy along with you. It was something I thought might just appeal to the exhibitionists amongst you, knowing you'd be listened to, knowing everyone would be touching themselves as they listened, almost certainly coming with you...

I was delighted with the positive response, and I'd like to present what I hope will be the first of an ongoing series of such files. This gorgeous nine minute audio file was recorded just last night by long time reader Schatzie, whilst reading my post 'At The Party'.

Obviously, this delightfully sensual audio is very much not safe for work...

I'd love to post more of these, so if this inspires you to do something similar (and I hope it will), all you need to do is email me here: dirtyboy1uk@aol.com. Please feel free to ask any questions you please, and should you prefer to remain completely anonymous when I post your file, that's totally fine.

That's quite enough from me - I hope you enjoy Schatzie, she's doing this for your pleasure (and of course, her own)...

Schatzie's orgasm

roger x

Two million and a question for the exhibitionists...

There's a fun opportunity for the exhibitionists amongst you below, but first (and briefly)... without realising it, I passed another milestone this week - my original Dirtyboy blog (long since deleted, but the contents of which are all in here) ended with 770,758 hits. This blog, as I write, has now reached 1,236,920 hits - which added together is 2,007,678 - I've passed the two million mark! I'll save the actual celebrations for when I eventually hit 2 million in here, but it's still a nice feeling.

So while I'm here, I thought I'd post a question that one of my very few male readers asked earlier today and open it up to discussion, to see what you all think. Here's the comment:

speaking as one of your hetero male lurkers, i must say that u do keep a lot to yourself! what about publishing some of the questionnaire responses? or (with permission of course) even some of the audio entries? we are too tantalised!

and here's my initial reply:

I'd be only too delighted to publish questionnaire responses, as many of them are intensely erotic, but I've always felt that publishing anything at all which is sent to me privately betrays a trust. I'm told a lot of very confidential information via email, probably as it's well known that I'm ultra-discreet, so posting such things in here would seem unfair. I have considered handling it in a different way for the book, having a section devoted to the questionnaire, and showing an assortment of anonymous replies to each question. That could be fun, and would preserve anonymity. I'd keep that for the book though, rather than here in the blog.

As for audio files, that would have to be a definite no (unless I was sent an audio and given express permission otherwise). It takes a heck of a lot of nerve to even enter my contests, and along with that goes the assurance that no-one will ever hear them but me. So whilst in theory I'd be delighted to post audio files I've been sent, in practice I would never, ever do it unless given express permission by the reader who sent it.

It might be worth experimenting with a contest where it was known the audios would appear on the site for everyone to enjoy, as that would certainly attract the exhibitionists, but I kind of think I wouldn't get a single entry lol.

So here's my question: if I held a new audio contest, in which you knew that the audio files would be posted here in my blog for everyone to enjoy... would you enter? It wouldn't even need to be a contest as such - instead it could be simply an open invitation for you to send me a delightful audio of you masturbating to orgasm for me, which I'd post here in the blog for everyone to listen to and have fun with. If you've ever looked at the Beautiful Agony or ifeelmyself websites, and thought that you'd love to do something like that, but you could never let anyone see your face, then this might be just the thing for you... something completely anonymous and lots of fun.

If even just three or four of you say yes, I think it might be good to try it... so just how much of a naughty exhibitionist are you...?

UPDATE: we now have two lovely volunteers (one in the comments, one who emailed me privately). I'm hoping a few more of you will be eager to have a little fun with this. If you'd prefer to speak to me privately about this rather than leave a comment, to preserve your anonymity out here, please feel free to email me directly to talk about it: dirtyboy1uk@aol.com

touching myself...

I'm still working hard on the new collection, and there's still plenty of time to send me your contributions - take a look here and here to find out more.

And if you've ever wondered what it's like putting together a collection of intense erotica written by my readers, much of it including me as an active participant... this is how it was yesterday...

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The cursor blinks on the screen. I try not to think too much about the words. I can barely take their intensity. I'm so very, very aroused. I can't allow myself to read those words, those lustful, burning phrases.

I need to maintain a certain amount of distance, to concentrate on the rhythm, the pacing of the book, to make it something wonderful. And yet... and yet I've been working for a couple of hours now... editing, structuring... and I'm already touching myself... and I can't help but read...

So many images tumbling through my head... exquisite sexual fantasies, written urgently and intensely... the writers of those words masturbating decadently... telling me just what they're doing... describing what they want, what they need so very much... needing me to fuck them... to take them... to hold them down and use them... and I groan softly...

I'm not sure how much more of this I can take...

I scroll back... I tell myself that I'm just checking on the pacing, but I'm reading now, scattered words, my hand firmly between my thighs, clutching at my erection through my unbuttoned jeans, rubbing myself... another reader comes as she writes, her orgasm right there on the page... and then another one... and another... and I gasp softly, tugging open my jeans and sliding them down past my hips, freeing my erection... and as my hand encloses it, stroking up and down, I feel a pulse rush through my body...

I need more now, leaning back against the pillows, my laptop by my side... my breath increasing... scrolling down the page again... another intense fantasy, the writing urgent and lustful, needing me... and another orgasm, so exquisitely written... and I'm pulsing harder now, my hand firmly stroking up and down the length of my cock, my penis achingly erect between my thighs, hard and firm, the head swollen and pulsing... I reach for some lube, pouring it over the head of my cock, watching it glisten as the lube dribbles down my length, my hand sliding the lube into my erection, working it up and down, up and down, my thighs falling apart, my hips moving up towards the strokes, thrusting a little into my hand... I need this... I need to come...

I scroll through the pages again... so many fantasies, so many orgasms... the words blur into my own fantasy... and suddenly I'm being watched... all these girls wanting me, needing me, coming for me... surrounded by them as I masturbate... their gaze watching my hand as it slips and slides along my dripping wet erection, watching my back arch, my body writhe with pleasure, masturbating as they watch... I feel hands on my skin, touching, stroking... lips caressing my neck, my chest, my belly, my thighs... I feel a mouth engulf my hard cock, sucking and licking greedily... and then another, taking over from the first... and I can see you there too, right next to me... masturbating with me... slick wet sounds coming from your cunt as you match my rhythm... the other girls around us... all of us masturbating... some girls touching each other, kissing urgently...

And I'm lost in the fantasy now... the focus of so much lust, so much need... I hear an orgasm, intense and sustained... and that first orgasm triggers more... and my cock is pulsing so hard in my hand as the speed of my stroke increases, intimate wet splashes coming from my cock as I masturbate more urgently... my thighs trembling... and I could come any moment... holding it back just a little longer... and more of the words tumble through my head... urgent, filthy fantasies... needing my cock... needing me to fuck them hard... needing me to come for them... deep inside them... all over them...

and oh fuck that does it for me... I groan long and hard... my body arches back against the pillows... my hips bucking as my cock slips and slides in my hand... and there's a hard pulse... and oh god there it is... I look down towards my pulsing cock, glistening wet in my hand, and a long wet spurt leaps from the head of my penis, spattering onto my belly, and I'm bucking again, another spurt following the first, and another, and another, pouring over my hand, jetting over my belly as I come and come and come...

And slowly my rhythm slows... my fingers dripping wet... warm cum covering my hand, splattered in a wet mess over my body... and as I start to come down... I look at you... and watch as you move closer, needing to fuck me... your fingers sliding through the cum... tasting me... and I know I need to come again...

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*phew*

I'd love you to be in the book too... go take a look at the posts mentioned above, and email me xx

roger xx

An introduction to masturbation

This morning I wrote the introduction for the masturbation section of the new book I'm working on (and there's still plenty of time to contribute, check this link for more details of how you can be part of the project - I'd very much love to hear from you). I thought the introduction it was a hot piece of writing in itself (and I got rather turned on myself working on it), so I thought you might like to see it, as a little teaser for the finished book in a few weeks...

Masturbation

Nothing is more private, more intimate, more personal to us than those times that we spend alone, indulging our senses, touching ourselves, masturbating delightfully. We all masturbate, we all enjoy it immensely, and yet we so rarely talk about it amongst friends: masturbation is a very private pursuit, mostly enjoyed alone.

Through my blog, because of the anonymity and shared sense of community it offers, masturbation has become something we all do together. I touch myself as I write my erotica, and my readers touch themselves as they read - it's a delightful chain of mutual masturbation, taking place in an environment in which it's okay to have such thoughts and feelings, it's okay to feel that good, as we're all feeling the same way, and we all want to come, blissfully and urgently.

Because of that openness in my blog, there are times when writing about fantasies or describing experiences isn't what the writers in here need... sometimes they need to just express how good they feel right at that moment, how intensely aroused and wet they are, how they're touching themselves.

There's a genuine sensual pleasure in simply masturbating and describing it, knowing you're being watched, either by me or by my other readers. I've done it myself on the blog, I've masturbated whilst writing and shared my own orgasms in the same way, so I know how much fun it can be. It satisfies that exhibitionist urge that most of us experience from time to time, that need to come and to share the experience, share the orgasm, knowing how much it will excite whoever may be watching. And the anticipation of the pleasure it will bring to others adds to the experience - you're touching yourself and you're being watched and you love it and you need it and oh god you need to come, you need everyone to see you come and fuck it feels so good, and it's all you can do to keep writing, the intensity increasing as you get closer and closer and closer... and when that orgasm comes, all of these thoughts and feelings surge through your senses, intensifying the orgasm, making it so, so good.

Mutual masturbation of this kind, this quiet kind of exhibitionism, is a common occurrence on my blog, and helps to foster a shared experience, a sense of community: "We're all doing it, it really is okay to feel this good, there's no guilt or judgement in here, everyone understands how good I'm feeling, and wants to experience it too."

I've always been delighted, flattered and thrilled that so many women want to share those feelings with me, want to masturbate for me, knowing I'm watching them, knowing other readers are watching them, enjoying being watched. I've always found it intensely arousing, and I hope it'll make you feel the same way.

The following posts, a broad and fairly random sampling from the comments on my blog, have no real storyline, very little in the way of fantasy scenarios. They are all genuine comments written on my blog, by real women with normal, everyday lives just like the rest of us, letting themselves go because it feels so very good to do so. I've preserved their anonymity, for obvious reasons. All of the following posts were written whilst masturbating, so expect bad grammar, sloppy spelling and multiple typos - it kind of goes with the territory. I've resisted even minimal editing, as I think it's all about capturing the moment. Typos can be sexy too.

And if you feel inspired to masturbate as you read these entries, and I hope you will, then enjoy yourself, indulge your senses, make it last, assure yourself that we're all doing it, and that we all love it. I want you to come as you read the following posts, and I want it to be a delightful, intense, gorgeous orgasm. And when you're done... why not have another one?

Go enjoy yourself x

fantasy book update

As mentioned in my previous post, I'm currently working hard on a new book, along the lines of the 1970s Nancy Friday books, compiling comments and readers' fantasies from the site (all included anonymously, no names attached), which I'm hoping to have available on the site by the end of the month.

It's already looking intensely hot, with sections likely to be divided into Fantasies, Experiences, Submission and Masturbation. I'm still eager to add new material not featured on the site, so if you'd like to be in the book (again, strictly anonymously - your name won't be given) please send me by email anything you'd like me to include, I can pretty much guarantee it'll go in. See the previous post for the kind of thing I'm looking for, and have fun writing it ;)

I've already had a really good response, but the more the merrier - I'd love you to be in the book, so if you have something you'd like me to include, please get in touch!

I'd also like to hear from those of you who have corresponded with me before: I've made a decision not to use any private email correspondence without express permission from those of you who have written to me, so if you've previously sent me delightfully naughty emails, fantasies or questionnaires, and you're happy for me to include excerpts from them in the book (again strictly anonymously, with no names attached and personal details removed) please drop me a quick line letting me know it's okay to use them. I won't be using any private correspondence without your permission, so if you've sent me something and you think it'd be fun to see excerpts from it in the book, let me know ;)

More Sophie later this week, and it's going to get very filthy...

roger xx